Why hello there.... Its pretty much been forever since I have written... Im sorryyyyy! Oh well its not like anyone really reads these things anyways... we all have MySpaces now... Can I get a *woot woot*? My life is pretty hectic right now, but then again when hasnt it been hectic?
O, God... Last night was pretty interesting. Have you ever loved someone and just when they hurt you, you realize just how much they mean to you. I gues it could be considered as a misunderstanding.... but it hurt me pretty bad... but the funny thing is, is that I forgave him long before he asked for it. I guess thats what lifes all about, huh? Forgiving the people you love and not holding grudges. Something to think about...
Happy Bday Mary!! I know I am about 2 days off... but I still wanted to post it!! tehehe... wow we have gone through some good times... and bad too... but mostly good ones!! You are the bust ugly duckling LC in the world! lol.
Well I think I am just going to post some quotes now... *sigh* its been so freakin long since I have even thought about doing it.
Young Allie: Now say you're a bird too.
[she jumps on him while they're at the beach]
Young Noah: If you're a bird, I'm a bird.
t takes millions of people to
keep the world turning,
but it only took you
to turn mine upside-down.
  
Once you care so much about someone to say
i love you & mean it with all your heart, you'll
never forget them no matter how hard you try
  
fell asleep last night with tears
in her eyes. It may take her some
time to grasp the meaning of goodbye
She won't forget him, but she'll try
  
It's hard to watch someone who
love change before your eyes and
know that you can't do anything about it
but it's heartbraking to remember
them as they once were <3
  
You know what? Tragedies happen.
What are you gonna do? Give up?
quit? No. I realize now that when
your heart brakes, you've got to fight
like hell to make sure you're still alive.
Cause you are, and that pain you
feel, it's life. The confusion and feel,
that's there to remind you that
somewhere out there is something
better and that something is worth
f i g h t i n g f o r
  
and of course I waited until the time when
you hurt me the most to open
my eyes and realize what I got myself into
at somepoint, you must make a decision,
bounderies don't keep other people out. they
force you in. life is messy. that's how we'e
made, so you can waste your lives drawing
lines, or you can live your life crossing them.
++ Grey's Anatomy
  
Sometimes we just don't appreciate those
people who really care for us until they leave
us. Until we lose them, then regret. Outer
beauty doesn't matter. It's the inside that
counts. It's better to tell someone how much
you love them rather than to not tell them and
lose them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret it.
  
I usually don't like thinking about the future, I
mean, let's face it, you can't predict what's gonna
happen. But sometimes, the thing you didn't expect
is what you really wanted after all. Maybe the best
thing to do is just stop trying to figure out where
you're going, and enjoy where you're at.
++ Scrubs
  
the day i met you my life changed,
the way you make me feel is hard,
to explain, you make me smile in a
special kind of way. you make me
fall deeper. for you everyday &
when i look into your eyes, i know
it's true, there is no one else in this
world for me, but you
  
Memory is a way of holding
onto the things you love
the things you are
and the things you never want to lose
  
I can't promise you perfection,
because that's not who i am,
I can't promise you forever
because I DON'T HOLD FATE in my hands
I can't promise you the sunshine
because there will always be rain,
I can't promise you COMPLETE HAPPINESS
because with true love there comes pain,
I can't promise you I'll always smile
because life always finds a way to make me cry,
I CAN'T PROMISE YOU I'll stay strong
becaue it's not easy to want to give life another try
  
and in case you were wondering
you're like a sunset to me
you're all kinds of beautiful,
as you end my day <3
  
i was born to be stubborn, a little bit
bossy, to push people, to push myself
i was taught to never take life for granted
to live a little, to love with everything i have,
i learned to never give up, to believe in myself, and
most of all, to fight for myself
  
the first time you fall in love,
it changes your life forever
AND no matter how hard
you TRY, the feelings
NEVER go away.
  
i don't know what love is, but when i'm with you,
i feel like the safest person in the world,
i forget about everything else.
Nothing else matters.
It's about the here & now.
& when you leave, it's a waiting game..
because all i want,
is the next day i get to see you.
& that's the reason i keep on going everyday
in hopes that today is the next day.
i get to spend even one minute with you.
so if this isn't love, it should be, because
it's the best thing in the world..
  
there would come a time when we have
to stop loving someone not because they
started hating us, but because we found out that
they'd be happier if we let them go..
  
the worst feeling isn't being lonely,
it's being forgotten..
by someone you could never forget. <3
  
i'm nowhere near perfect.
i eat when im bored
i fall for boys too easily
i'm vulnerable to believing lies
i'm hoping that one day i don't need a fake smile
i live by quotes that explain exactly what im going through
i make up excuses for everything
i have best friends and enemies
i have drama and memories
& forget why im still here sometimes
you have no idea.
  
there will come a time in your life when you become infatuated with a single soul.
you'll do anything for this person and not think twice about it,
but when you're asked why, you have no answer.
you'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do, but you'll never figure it out.
no matter how badly you hate it,
or how badly it hurts,
you'll love this person without regret for the rest of your life.
  
Beginnings are scary,
Endings are sad,
It's the middle that counts the most.
So don't look to hard for happy endings,
because you might miss the best part of the story. ;]
the important thing is not to be bitter
over life's dissappointments. learn to
let go of the past & recognize that
everyday won't be sunny. & when you
find yourself lost in the darkness of
despair, remember it's only in the
black of the night that you see the stars.
& those stars see you back home.
so don't be afraid to make mistakes
to stumble & fall, because most of
the time, the greatest rewards come
from doing the things that scare you
the most. maybe you'll get more than
you could ever have imagined. who
knows where life will take you. the
road is long, and in the end, the
journey is the destination.
i adore the fact that someone like you
sees something in someone like me
  
she was happier than ever ;; lying there
in his arms, her fingers linked with his ..he
looked deep into her eyes & whispered
"perfect fit", then kissed her..they were
completely in love..
  
since it's been you & me
things just fell into place
all the bad in my life seemed to erase
Im gone nowwwwwwwww
<3 Emily Ann | 
;)
